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CNY 2012 (2)

2012-01-30T15:06:00.004+08:00

Firework photos from my humble phone :D

Whats the big deal with Iphone's cam?

Cny busy busy gambling.

I lost everyday and the day i didn't lose was when i didn't play.

Mummy cooked a lot for everyone, its super tiring.

With all the preparing and stuffs.

Baby came over!! :D

Showing off my bracelet, i love it very muchhh! :D

qiangqiangqiangqiang~ i did it myself again :D

bigbigthankyou to you, i know cny has been a festival to you now only since after you been with me.. i really appreciated for everything, appreciated that you willing to do house visiting.

Maybe when the older generations were gone, the visiting will be gone as well. Just want to cherish it now.. Thank you for understanding, iloveyou..

CNY 2012.

2012-01-26T17:14:00.005+08:00

Cny really got to be my favourite festival of the year.

Still can't really find the reason why, maybe cus of redred. hahaha!

Went to grandma hse & bf's aunt side on Mon,

then dagu's hse & bf's uncle side on Tue

Wed have dinner with my uncles&aunts.

&& still will be little busy on this weekend and next sat :D

&&& laogong acc me to my sideeee :DDD

(check out my nailsss! i did it myself again!)

a little too different..

Reunion.

2012-01-21T22:51:00.004+08:00

Today while visiting my grandma's hse for reunion,

i saw two ray of rainbows!! :D very excited.

Its the first time i see complete ray of rainbow from what i rmb.

bf borrowed this game from friend, super fun.

Kill braincells though, lots & lots of them :(

Anyway, my favourite festival cny is coming in another two days!!

I love cny atmosphere, but its decreasing year by year :(

Good reunion today with my relatives, very noisy :D

my cousin said the host of blackjack is not ard anymore.

& back then, my bro and me was talking abt my grandpa.

our eyes was red, i missed them.

Fav junks & badge.

2012-01-19T23:19:00.002+08:00

Bro got me this badge, he said suits me = =

Jagabee new flavour! Omg, i really love jagabee very much!!

& below nacho cheese from breadtalk, yumyum :D

Everyone wants to be someone No. 1.

2012-01-11T13:09:00.000+08:00

Trust me.

2012-01-11T13:01:00.001+08:00

2012.

2012-01-02T15:34:00.003+08:00

In every heart, there bound to be an angel & devil.

2011.

2011-12-30T12:57:00.006+08:00

It's been awhile since i really pen down my thoughts.

So eh, if this gonna bored you, better scroll down for my photos post!

http://fourteen0two.blogspot.com/2011/01/eho.html

Reflected on my resolutions in above link :D

Things happened in 2011:

1) Baby's pop - time flies. seriously. Left around 8-9months till ord.
2) 2yrs anniversary - longest r/s. (its not as though i have a lot)
3) My cousin left the world - there's limit to one can take. i believe he had enough of the world. Everytime i think of it, i still feel very emotional.

4) Sunflower - first time growing one and seeing it bloomed :D
5) Body - nah, not mine. Laogong's body grow bigger. LOL.
6) 6weeks - yes, he went wallaby. First time we separated for so long.
7) End of work - ended my one year work, miss those kids.
8) 21st - a lot of people 21st, mine too. Old liao old liao :(

These days.

2011-12-29T23:12:00.005+08:00

GOODBYEEEE :D

Rules of being teens.

2011-12-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

Merry x'mas in adv.

2011-12-24T00:36:00.000+08:00

On thy wall.

2011-12-24T00:23:00.005+08:00

Finally, light bulb checked! :D

Anyway, these days were busying with sticking on thy wall.

Just like my title :D (His above)

(Mine above :D )

And then today met with meimei.

I bought above one for him&myself :D

五音不全

2011-12-19T16:33:00.002+08:00

总是乱唱一统, 像念经似的 = =

Favourite junks.

2011-12-19T16:28:00.001+08:00

DS.

2011-12-09T00:37:00.000+08:00

DS from laogong :)

Some entertainment during rotting days.

Sketch II.

2011-12-09T00:31:00.002+08:00

I always think the hair for both sucks.

Just can't seem to fix it well :(

Sketch.

2011-12-05T23:10:00.000+08:00

Humid/cold.

2011-12-05T22:19:00.001+08:00

活着不要有太多的不满，天气已经够热了.

(i want to sleep with polar bears & penguins!!)

happiness.

2011-12-03T12:21:00.002+08:00

HAPPINESS IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER.

( 唉，它到底在那一个角落啊 !!)

1.

2011-12-02T13:41:00.000+08:00

I do.

2011-12-01T23:32:00.001+08:00

2 years plus going 3 years soon.

When i ransacked my stuffs, those things never fail to put a smile on my face.

Smiling at the silliness & little happiness from within.

similarity.

2011-11-30T22:01:00.002+08:00

失去免疫力了.

每一次都像第一次那样地痛.

但只要睡一觉就好了.

-- 感冒与爱情的共同点 --

( 唉，睡了几十次了，还是不会好.)

2.

2011-11-22T14:14:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA. I like to pack bro&mine softtoys together :D

And yes, beside that is my dad half naked.

Anyway, i think i'm ready for x'mas with this star lamp!

$9.90 onlyyyyy!! :D But no bulb yet though.

Last 2days, 41 hours to go :DDD

i miss you baby! :'(

Confession.

2011-11-21T23:39:00.007+08:00

Sometimes, its really impossible to find someone who understands every single shits you going through.

So often, we end up closing our heart from the others, fearing how others might look at us.

These few weeks, i'm not really happy.

A lot of things had been bothering me. Friends, family, money, trust.

After reading my brother's blog, i realised, happiness is really leaving me very far.

Once it was so close in our family. I wonder when did it sneaked away.

Must be really mad at us for treating it like granted.

I don't know is it cause zilie wasn't around, and i started to magnify every single shits.

Whatever reasons, its slowly killing me.

But like i said, i know problems come problems go.

I know the feeling will goes off, maybe not so soon, but surely.

Someday, i will be worrying for other things when they are gone.

And i'm really glad i have friends around me when zilie not around.

They have been giving me a good laugh throughout.

Most imptly, meimei. Thanks for letting me cry out that night.

Crying had been so much easier since then. And the terrible feeling lessen a lot.

Operation coming sooon, please be okay.

Need to happy soon, no one likes unhappy posts! righttttt.

love these.

2011-11-20T22:56:00.000+08:00

Counting down to last 4days..

thirty one.

2011-11-17T22:14:00.004+08:00

31 days.

Exactly one month seen i last saw you :'(

But on a happier note, its exactly one week and you are going to be back!

random.

2011-11-15T15:16:00.003+08:00

Then someone will say, why tried so hard to change away the flaws. Cause no one is perfect anyway. If i change away those, isn't me gonna be the same as the others? Then why should there be a saying that 'everyone is unique' ?

twenty one

2011-11-07T13:03:00.009+08:00

i finally cut my dear hair away today with meimei :D

thank you my dearest family, for tolerating me.

And letting me be what i am.

But i really hope all of us will change for the better though..

super sweet! from my little cousinsss :D

Thanks for all the presents people.

I'm glad that there's a lot of hongbaos, i'm realistic.

hahaha. and i'm glad the presents i'm able to use :D

Those hongbaos really make me able to cover up the expenses.

xiexie le.

From my uncleee! :D

from my colleague, students before i left. no link to bday though.

Chocolate i bought at orchard with meimei on last week :D

very niceee! i'm keeping one box for my laogonggg!

And i bought this super nice and comfy shoes today at tampines with meimei.

nice rightttt!!

goodbye long hair.

my mummy said i look nice in photos but not in reality.

Thanks leh mummy = =

Today while buying shoes, i told meimei i can't buy nice slippers.

Cause i don't have very nice toes.

Then she reminds me that luozhixiang likes girl's toes.

Lucky my laogong don't have this kind of fetish.

If not i don't know where to plant nice toes.

Lucky he loves me for things i had, not those i'm born without..

:')

nineteen/twenty

2011-11-07T00:15:00.002+08:00

My favourite two photos for the celebration so far.

Still need to wait for my cousin to upload. Update again tomorrow.

Thank you everyone for your attendance/help. really appreciated!

Almost everyone asked me where are you..

sighs, 3 more weeks to go!!!

:(

2011-11-03T22:19:00.001+08:00

Hello the fat guy there, can you come and stay with me?

you are very cute :D

thirteen

2011-10-30T22:43:00.002+08:00

“We don’t need to go that far
Let’s hold on to where we are
If it’s real we’ll make it through”

I can't describe how this whole thing is driving me crazy until.

The world seems to be against me when he left for aust.

I haven't been sleeping well. I think i will be looking very sleepy on my bday.

IMISSYOU BABY. ITS REALLY NO JOKE, DRIVING ME SERIOUSLY MAD.

twelve.

2011-10-29T23:22:00.003+08:00

i finally got my replies back from my laogong :')

seriously i'm going crazy. i can't find things to do when he's not around.

It's not like we got things to do when we are together.

We literally just slack our weekend through together.

Maybe because he's just around, my day got fast..

A little too fast, its like time sneaking away while i was enjoying his accompany.

Sigh, i still got 4 more weeks to go! T.T

WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO!!! ROAR.

eight/nine

2011-10-26T22:16:00.003+08:00

Around 30days more to go..

I miss you badly baby.. Today is deepavali, i should be with you on PH.

:'(

come back safely please..

I love you..

two/three

2011-10-19T23:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterday baby emailed me :D

Cause there's no signal over there, sigh.

Which means all the smses i sent him, he did not receive.

He comes back to spore, he will be flood with my smses! :D

So, i'm super motivated yesterday and today.

cause i received his emails when i'm home. On comp and tada, baby's email :D

But tomorrow onwards he's gonna have outfield already :(

He can only email me on weekends, i guess.

Replied him with my naggy long email. hahaha!

Counting down to last 10days of work already.

Kinda miss some of the kids, some of them were really nice.

But the rest, i'm relieved that its gonna be the last 2 lessons with them.

Then whatever plan for the future, i really don't know :(

SHIT.

BABY AHHHH. I NEED YOU WITH ME RIGHT NOWWWW. .

one.

2011-10-18T00:10:00.003+08:00

One year ago, i thought the worst i could get is 2weeks when he's in tekong.

And then, one year later, he needs to go wallably for 6weeks.

:'( Its torturing without seeing him, contacting much with him for 6weeks.

At least almost every night in tekong, there's call from him.

The environment over there wasn't good as well, I'm really worrying.

I really hope he will get back soooooon, and takecare of himself.

Feels good to receive his sms, he's in aust now.

We are in two different countries now.

sighs.

Will be waiting for you, after 6weeks in airport!

Please come back safely..

we

2011-10-17T00:53:00.002+08:00

Date: 14/10

Couldn't remember much about that day.

Except that laogong came to fetch me from work :')

I was super duper happy. Thank you laogong.

Then we went home. He this pig, sleep immediately after he lies on bed.

And so i prepared myself, and slept beside a pig. :D

Date: 15/10

Waking up beside him was the most blissful thing in life..

Slack together very long. He showed me the layout of our home in minecraft.

Its damn pretty! so pro of him. Then went out to cut his hair.

Exchange currency, and ate yummy tomyam noodles! :D

Then poor tortoise bleed, i hope it recovers sooon.

Then we watched midnight movie! White snake.

I hate fa hai :(

Then we bought burger from mac and walk back to his home :D

Prepared and end the day, hug to sleeeeeeppp.

Date: 16/10

Wake up again with him! :D

Ate breakfast,watched horrible bosses online. Not bad only.

Then dozed off. Wake up during noon.

Prepared and head off to cwp to watch REAL STEEL.

Damn damn niceeeeee :D

Then go 888, had dinner with his sister.

I can't bear you baobei..

I hope you will be back sooon safe and sound.

I will wait for your return.

Jiayou le! :')

Take care and sms me whenever possible, i love you..

Xiexie ni for these few days, i'm really happy :)

rubbish

2011-10-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

This is really funny!

I laughed hard at it when i first saw it LOL.

shit happens.

2011-10-04T23:47:00.004+08:00

its really been a depressing week for me.

Damn frustrating when i did work hard on something,

but in the end people think you never do enough.

And they start siding their own backside instead of facing the truth.

Fuck up parents. I really have enough of this job.

It really makes me very disheartened and disappointed with some of the younger generations and their not understanding parents.

And so, i got accused. damndamndamn!

And now, laogong & me are playing this!

MINECRAFT! its a very very nice game.

There's two kind of mode, survival & creative.

Creative has nothing and you have to dig and make your own house and stuffs.

Survival you have to do the same thing but with zombies at night!

Damn cool shit, laogong played till very tired.

LOL! cause he digged damn far down to look for lava & iron.

And he died like several times cause of me :(

But anyway, this game graphic is super low but the game is super big.

roofffff!

2011-09-30T22:51:00.004+08:00

laogong bought me a netbookkkk! :D

My house watchdog.

2011-09-30T00:04:00.001+08:00

from.

2011-09-12T11:25:00.010+08:00

Went chinese garden with baby on sunday.

He bought me this doggy, so cute can like take it for stroll.

:D my daddy even tied it near the door, he say its the guard dog.

LOL!

Baby's bday today, celebrated on sat.

My improved card, should be getting friends wishes.

But then, ahyo. anyway, thanks to those friends who supported the plan!

And then the cui cards/letters from the past. hahaa!

Anyway, i have enjoyed the stayover with baby very much.

BABY I LOVE YOU FOREVER FOREVER AHHHH.

stay happy happy okay, muackks! :D

missyouuuuu.

2011-09-04T18:53:00.002+08:00

Watched Final destination 5 and Cars 2 with baby earlier on.
I realised i really can be placed inside museum.
Cause i really can don't need to use computer but sometimes i do check emails.
Update blog la.
And check out new clothings online. lol.

Sunday without baby is so weird :(
Miss you so so so so so so badly..

School.

2011-08-07T23:21:00.003+08:00

My students asked me am i going to wear red&white on tues.
I suddenly remembered those days in sec school.
Squeezing in small hall never make me happy at all.
It's freaking warm and irritating with people so damn close to you.
I really have phobia with people standing/sitting real close to me.
I got this feeling that they gonna trap me up.
But i'm missing those little small things.
Like rolling up the lyrics paper and throw around.
Was it a evg kind of custom? LOL.

14

2011-08-03T00:35:00.001+08:00

From first to the second, pro right.

I'm a pervert for him :D

30/7

2011-07-31T00:34:00.003+08:00

Loves you baobei laogong so much. Despite you scolding me ji dan when i tripped on the cinema seat! >:( LOL. kns, the chair also not yours.

And yes, despite you totally owned me in the hockey arcade game, didn't even let me scored once but i love you :D

poppppp

2011-07-29T11:24:00.002+08:00

I like to see corn popped out to be popcorn.

2

2011-07-20T23:36:00.001+08:00

the tortoise from centre material, its so cute right!

Haven't really post a photo of the front view of my flowery, here's oneeeee! awesome right! :D

Seeing them grow really make me damn happy & motivate to next day.

sunny.

2011-07-18T23:08:00.003+08:00

that time bro & me changed the house of my sunflowers! :D

pretty right! now got 3 bloom into flowers alr! happy like mad!

I'm really happy lately, baobei sensed it too.

I really hope this will never end..

hello sunny.

2011-07-01T11:25:00.001+08:00

SEE THAT YELLOW PETALS NOT!!!

flowerrrr.

2011-06-24T23:09:00.002+08:00

DID YOU SEE THAT!

Flower bud bud bud, it's growing :DDDD

Thats the most happiest news this week for me!!

y&m.

2011-06-23T23:41:00.003+08:00

I hope someday can, anywhere.

As long as its you and me.

(Y)

2011-06-19T23:03:00.002+08:00

Next time i should bring all my face care products during stayover.

My face all dry and cracking :(

But its really a nice stayover :)

Recharge me to the max for work.

12-19

2011-06-19T21:52:00.002+08:00

This week have been well spent.
Did things i should have done, but was lazy.
Hopefully i'm recharged for work already.
Though its really unbearable, i mean who doesn't like slacking life?
haaha!
After that, its chiong-ing for 4months.
Then i will really determine what i want in life.
Hopefully, i won't regret in whatever decision i made.

Will meet with these friends during my chalet already.
And hopefully, i will save enough for that.

m&c.

2011-06-17T15:48:00.004+08:00

Met them, and spent a worthwhile thurs with them.

Thanks girls, i love you guys so much :)

Hopefully we get to see each other soon again.

=

2011-06-14T22:52:00.001+08:00

Bro's favourite salmon fishhh.
Vanilla iceScreammmmm :D

I got these pots for my plants.
Damn cute :D i was like waaaaa when i saw it.
Its $2 per pot, very cheap cheap.

loves every bit of those.

2011-06-12T00:41:00.000+08:00

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2011-06-10T11:12:00.005+08:00

I just realised the bottom last post http://fourteen0two.blogspot.com/2011/06/pinky.html.
It's exactly 11 balloons with flower!
Thats what i told laogong to propose to me using that way.
Though i don't really mind about the flower, he can put sunflower.
hahaha. then he can put his ring inside one balloon.

pinky.

2011-06-08T22:45:00.001+08:00

I love pretty pictures :)

my.

2011-06-08T00:13:00.002+08:00

No wonder i'm missing him every single moment.

I want to stuck inside his armpit hahaha!

17th, 18th, 19th!!! :DDDD

These days better come fastfast, ends slowslow.

&

2011-06-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

:(

2011-06-03T23:11:00.003+08:00

Having a lot of sleepless nights lately.

This is bad, i end up turning rounds in bed.

&& become i very tired in morning.

Like owner, like dog.

2011-06-03T00:14:00.001+08:00

I hope this picture cheer you up, as much as it does to me.

HAHAHA.

colourgenics

2011-06-03T00:13:00.000+08:00

Don't like it, but its somehow someway true.

"You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.

You are full of stress at this time. It would seem that you are having more than your fair share of trials and tribulations and you are looking for a way out. You are not quite sure which way to go but the advice is - 'Stop trying so hard'.

There are times of everyone's life when 'compromise' is the name of the game and this is the time, so you have no alternative but to forgo some pleasures for the time being. You are capable of achieving satisfaction through physical activity.

You are experiencing considerable stress which is essentially the result of on going rejection and hostility. You are in the unpleasant position where offers of trust, affection and understanding are being withheld and you are being treaded with a degrading lack of consideration. You feel that you are being denied the appreciation that you deserve, which is essential to your well-being and self-esteem, but you have to face up to the situation because as matters stand at this time there is little that you can do about it - you feel that you are getting nowhere and the continuous struggle is a lonely one: all difficulties and no encouragement. Whatever you try to say or do is met with continuous hostility and no matter how much you protest you are consistently misunderstood. You need to escape from the situation but you are so perplexed that you cannot find the strength of mind to make the necessary decision.

You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front."

twoooooh.

2011-05-31T23:05:00.003+08:00

Today, my student and me were discussing about my profile.

Student: Teacher, you got many boyfriends right.
Me: O.O where got, only one what.
Student: Got two lor.
Me: O.O which two? (i was like thinking two? how come i dunno i got two bf)
Student: One hair long long the fringe, another like botak one.
Me: (my mind flashed zilie before ns and after ns) LOLOLOL! he went army laaa!

craps.

2011-05-23T23:19:00.002+08:00

Seriously, this is like the best quote ever.
I think its gonna stuck here in my blog as first post for very long.
Must remind myself :D

:)

2011-05-19T23:12:00.000+08:00

Hello handsome boyfriend,
i'm missing you deeply..

From your dearest girlfriend.

:

2011-05-19T23:03:00.001+08:00

weeeeeeeee.

2011-05-15T23:25:00.000+08:00

That's so us :)

Do not lose to life.

2011-05-12T00:17:00.002+08:00

If one day, they did become like this :)

it'smineeeee!

2011-05-04T23:40:00.004+08:00

Wanted to stick it on my laogong so badly :D

HAHAHA.

Had a nice weekend, thanks baby.

Thanks for being there when the fucking headache seems so unbearable.

iloveyou

=

2011-04-26T11:06:00.002+08:00

Went spore discovery centre with laogong & bro on goodfriday.
And we finally managed to walk finish! :D

& nowadays kids are preparing for exams.
Become i very busy also, like a beeeeeeeeeee :(
Pekchek.

:D

2011-04-18T10:56:00.000+08:00

see how fast they grows!! :D

love is.

2011-04-11T10:59:00.001+08:00

ihms.

2011-04-10T21:59:00.007+08:00

is this cloverleaf?

SUNLEAF.

2011-04-06T10:25:00.002+08:00

i took my own stickers photos and make them to header leh!

so prettyyyyyyyyyy.

BABY YOU SEE THEY ARE GROWING, MY SUNFLOWERS ARE GROWING!

So need fertiliser alr?

CLOVERLEAF, CLOVERLEAF, GROW GROW GROW TOO AH.

2nd april.

2011-04-02T23:29:00.003+08:00

Cuppie from my laogong :D

so sweet of him! hehe. i love you so freaking much..

&& today planted our cloverleaf & sunflower.

hopefully they will bloom nice and strong :)

& lastly, happy birthday brother. i hope you will be happier each day.

Stay healthy, and worries free.

& most imptly, find a gf who cherish you well.

sat.

2011-03-21T23:11:00.002+08:00

i like this photo! :D

Happy birthday lihui, my bestest friend in secsch, miss her so much.

&& thank you cheryl for the ringggg!

:D

2011-03-15T11:05:00.002+08:00

bought on sat.

must go shopping tgt the other time :)

& i went to find laogong on sun, miss him like hell.

:'((((

hello you, rip.

2011-03-06T18:07:00.003+08:00

Hello you,
till now i haven't really know your name, except your nickname.
The last time i saw you was only 3weeks ago.
I always laughing when people talks about you, make fun of you.
I always telling people about you didn't work and still gamble so much.
The only point of time when i get to see you is only cny.
But i'm not gonna see you anymore, you won't be there anymore.
You won't be hosting the blackjack anymore, won't be.
You won't be having anymore black face when you lose anymore.
You won't be there talking about how pathetic your life is anymore.

Rest in peace, and may you be reincarnated in a better family.
No more unhappiness, sorrows.

1.

2011-03-03T23:40:00.006+08:00

it's a good thing that i kept a lot of them.

But the bad thing is, they never talk back..

iwantdzlcomebacksooon.

2011-03-02T23:15:00.002+08:00

stay happy&healthy forever okay potato father.

the effect of flash, whitewhite.

thanks mm for the photos! :D

baby,imissyou.. :'(

science centre -csi.

2011-02-20T20:55:00.008+08:00

hahaha, i just realised its nothing related to my title.

anyway, we went science centre on sat! CSI experience.

And i only took two robots animals. cus videocam no batt :(

tml daddy's bday! happy birthday.

May you bless with long health & happiness.

and baby, ireallyloveyouverymuch..

please stay tgt forever.

TIME FLIES.

2011-02-16T22:37:00.001+08:00

HOW TRUE.

grandma's bday.

2011-02-14T00:44:00.003+08:00

i like this, because it's like our own miniworld.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIAO AHMA, ILOVEYOU &
MAY YOU BE BLESSED WITH GOOD HEALTH.

STAREWHATSTARE.

My lovely cousin! :D

ilovethisverymuch tooo! :DD

happy 2years baby.

may our relationship last long long :)
iloveyou..

cny.

2011-02-07T00:28:00.004+08:00

i hope everyone enjoyed their cny :)

byebye.

meoh.

2011-01-30T22:53:00.000+08:00

flyaway.

2011-01-30T22:42:00.000+08:00

带我远走高飞
一起去追
有一个叫做幸福的世界没有泪水
我已经感觉到疲累
只想在你怀抱入睡
不在乎别人眼中是非

irlydo.

2011-01-21T00:26:00.005+08:00

Laogong, this is for you! so true for me leh LOL.

fuckINGreTARDSHIT.

000

2011-01-17T23:08:00.002+08:00

Crying seems to be the way out.

No one understands, and i got so tired..

14th jan.

2011-01-16T22:19:00.003+08:00

A sweet & enjoyable stayover during friday :)

We bought many things & we watched movie through net at midnight.

I love the little things we do together, i love you very much.

& hopefully, i will recover sooon again.

Cause the feeling is really unbearable :(

And all the best to you, baby. Hope artillery will be fun for you.

POP.

2011-01-11T10:42:00.007+08:00

POP was a great experience.

Everything was so cool, the scenery, the NSmen, the marching, the weather.

A pity that some of the parents were really a big turnoff for that event.

See, when Pcoy re-entry everyone chiong down and block others.

I want to see my bf also cannot, cus i stand i will block others, which i don't want.

And even if i stand, i couldn't see also :(

And this is the only picture i have of my laogong and his bunkmates.

And i get these two pictures from the web.

Cus its very very nice when they throw their caps up!

But i was too slow in capturing that moment, sighs.

See our trees grown until like this. so scary.

Laogong bought these for me! its my favourite chocolates :D

LOL, see his bodyyyyyy!

we went to nex mall and singing ytd.

I'm sosososohappy ytd.

missyou.

2011-01-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

like so so badly.. :(

zilie.

2011-01-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

eho.

2011-01-02T19:27:00.019+08:00

This is what me&laogong do on newyear day. LOL.

handmade snowwww!

And this, flowers growing on paper tree :D

We went to countdown at khatib on friday.

hahaha, and we were doing this on christmas day! :D

My resolutions for 2011:

1) keep my body more healthy.

-not really healthy though
2) more clear skin&face complexion.

-it didn't got clearer, but improving, i hope
3) be a better gf.

-Should ask him how did i fare for 2011 T.T
4) organise a good 21st bday party.

-it was a soso but at least no one complains
5) save money, hopefully.

-i think i did save a little that last me for 2mths jobless
6) return all debts.

-left cpf loan! :(
7) be more happy.

-i think i did manage to overcome sadness a little

8) love family, bf & myself more.

-i did!
9) take things easily & worry less.

-i think a lot people have this problem, am still trying hard :(
10) be more independence & strong.

-i think a little?
11) cherish everything around me well.

-cherish a lot more, esp after my cousin departed from this world

And lastly, thank you for everyone whose been with me in 2010.

family, bf, cheryl, meimei, alex, weisong, kelyn, budi, bc, pet & many more.

thanks for being my close ones & friends!
Let us step into a better year ahead, all the best in whatever you do!

i,my.

2010-12-28T23:52:00.001+08:00

i'm missing you right now..

i(Y)u.

2010-12-27T23:51:00.001+08:00

AND I AM HIS REASON.

:)

2010-12-27T00:09:00.001+08:00

Veryvery true, thats what i feel! :D

sc.

2010-12-26T22:17:00.002+08:00

I just found these.

Seriously, this is not the worst.

I'm more wet after all these photos was taken.

kids ah kids.

i hope dingdong will feel better alr.

So poorthing, takecare & get well soon okay!
iloveyou.

Trueenough.

2010-12-21T23:40:00.001+08:00

EXACTLY.

merryx'mas.

2010-12-19T20:20:00.004+08:00

I never once looked forward to christmas.

Until the day you came into my life.